I kept JT awake late, because I just wanted to marvel in his miraculousness. He was perplexed. He kept looking at me like "You know it's my bedtime right?" But it kind of was a lovely night outside so we sat outside and took a walk and I pushed him in his car and he got over an extra hour. Then we read our favorite pirate book complete with my fabulous pirate voice and I tucked him in. Every night I lay him down my heart skips a little beat because I love him so much. And he looks so much like his sisters. All of his sisters. And it would be impossible for me to not be reminded of Izzy when I look at him. And although he could not be more healthy, I can't help but be terrified every minute of every day.
I kept JT awake late, because I just wanted to marvel in his miraculousness. He was perplexed. He kept looking at me like "You know it's my bedtime right?" But it kind of was a lovely night outside so we sat outside and took a walk and I pushed him in his car and he got over an extra hour. Then we read our favorite pirate book complete with my fabulous pirate voice and I tucked him in. Every night I lay him down my heart skips a little beat because I love him so much. And he looks so much like his sisters. All of his sisters. And it would be impossible for me to not be reminded of Izzy when I look at him. And although he could not be more healthy, I can't help but be terrified every minute of every day.
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