Knowing something isn't the same as feeling.
Theory says they are connected and work together.
Theoretically they do not and cannot work independently.
They've met.
They are in a relationship.
They cannot survive without each other.
The Heart cries out every day for her.
The Heart wants to know why no one listens.
The Heart hurts.
The Brain knows less than 1%=incompatible with life.
The Brain knows she wasn't really there.
The Brain hurts.
Theoretically they do not and cannot work independently.
Why then, do I not feel what I know?
Theory says they are connected and work together.
Theoretically they do not and cannot work independently.
They've met.
They are in a relationship.
They cannot survive without each other.
The Heart cries out every day for her.
The Heart wants to know why no one listens.
The Heart hurts.
The Brain knows less than 1%=incompatible with life.
The Brain knows she wasn't really there.
The Brain hurts.
Theoretically they do not and cannot work independently.
Why then, do I not feel what I know?
Niki,
ReplyDeleteI found you on mygirlsblood.com. I also have a bleeding disorder and I am the mom of four girls. I can't imagine what you are going thru losing your precious baby girl to a bleeding disorder. Bleeding disorders are horrible...I am so sorry for your loss. What a beautiful baby girl. Perfect in every way. ~Lori